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This name was given to me in ages past, in another life, by one whom it took me years to recognize as my first love, my greatest love until my current darling. One who knew me to my soul, my heart. Our love was unrequited, unconsummated because of promises made out of love and devotion to another who was to prove himself unworthy of both. I keep this name and use it here because when I express myself in any creative form whether it be in song, dance, poetry, prose, sketching, painting, making love, playing the flute, letting fly an arrow through the air or slicing it with a blade, I feel I am her, I am this fantastical, magical, princess of Faery whose heart remains sweet and pure despite all the horror seen, witnessed, and done. I keep this name and use it here to honor that most dearest of all my loves and to give reign to my alter ego.
You will find stories, poems, thoughts and randomly even day to day dealings of my life though mostly this journal is for when I feel I am not, or do not want to be the person whom the physical world intereacts with on a more regular basis.
This journal is a creative endeavor, for exploring myself, my world. Some of what is written here is real. Some of what is written here is fantasy. Most of what is written is the contents of a psyche unable to unburden itself to an unsympathetic, misunderstanding world.

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